初一
Sunday, January 29, 2006 @ 7:27 PM
新年快乐!! =)
woke up at 9am... left hse @ 10am.. first time so early.. mama gettin more n more efficient.. lolx.. den went to dua gu 家.. den we waited for da rest to cum.. bt den din wait for everyone to arrive den we left for movie...
guess wat we watch?
nt bad worx~~ =)
den aft dat went to haf pasta in pizzahut~ lolx.. my sis had lasagne den my da jie had baked rice.. nobody ate pizza in pizzahut.. lolx..
dat's all..
tata``
job.
Saturday, January 28, 2006 @ 10:58 PM
hehex.. i m here again.. =P
was readin da career guide 2006 juz now.. was tinkin [again] wat job to take...
1. botanist?
2. conceirge
3. event planner
4. occupational therapist
5. special education teacher
one ting.. i lyk plants.. another is i wan to work in hotel~ do sm plannin.. den help others.. make a difference... hmmm... lyk music too.. bt den i tink it will b an interest.. i dunno.. still haf a yr to tink.. -.-
lalala`` i go do hw liaox.. -.- now dun do dunno wen can do.. nth to watch aniwae... n die die muz 守岁.. lolx..
happy chinese new yr eve!!!!
n
happy chinese new year!!!!! in advance.. =)
had x-country ytd.. first time in my life i ran in macritchie.. -.- sounds funny.. bt den it's true... bt din run all da way.. kip runnin till i found bei n val.. den i stopped liaox.. den run w dem lorx.. din try my best.. bt den i did exercise so dat's okiex lahx.. bt den.. regretted nt joinin competitive.. last yr liao leix.. haix.. wateva.. gt nth for it.. =P
so aft dat went to had lunch @ united sq.. den back hm to bath.. den outin w mad cancelled.. so went to mel's hse play MAHJONG... den went hm earli to buy my jewellry~~~ @ poh heng.. bot a pendant... =) den went back hm to watch 《爱的掌门人》 大结局... den aft dat went to ntuc to buy steamboat stuffs.. n one new yr goodie.. lolx.. my sis sae no new yr goodie.. *sob sob* i lyk to eat new yr goodie.. haix...
finally dragged all da stuffs hm.. n i slpppppppppppppppppppppppppppp~
saddening to c,in ur eyes,da size of mi gettin smaller,others getting bigger.
tings.
Thursday, January 26, 2006 @ 4:32 PM
da wound is healed,
da scar remains.
it hurts not because of the ugly scar,
but the memory of tear shedding.not a poem.. just few simple words to mark a memory...
aniwae... watched memoirs of geisha ytd.. nice~~~ lolx...
i agreed dat only wear clothes dat make u feel confidence... only this way u r da most beautiful girl/woman/lady in da world.. it's true... n i really tink dat muz b more confidence.. if u dun motivate urself.. hu will?
i m so tired now.. *yawns*
i wan a doraemon.. den i haf all da weird weird machines to play n make full use of it.. den so shuang.. lolx... imagine u can do ur hw wen u slpin.. so gd lahx~
mayb stayin @ hm tmr.. lolx.. duno lahx.. still tinkin.. shld i go out n cum hm? hu shld i go w? actually.. nt much choices... lolx.. actually is almost no choice lahx.. ='(
i m too tired to tink wat i wan to type in my blog.. back ltr.. nitex`
great. i 4gt pris read my blog.
Monday, January 23, 2006 @ 4:30 PM
great.. i did sth wrong.. haix.. n i wan sae sth...
"i noe u more lorx.. so juz shut up..."
wan to noe hu i m tokin abt? ask mi lorx.. i happy i tell u.. =P
aniwae.. received a certificate of execellence [lyk wrong spellin..] 2dae!!! for doin well in maths.. =D
monday blues.. v. unhappy 2dae.. ytd oso.. i din noe i can buy sport shoes lahx.. -.-
shld i buy? or nt?? haix... will tink tmr bahx.. or on wed most prob.. =P
goin out on fri.. tink so.. dunno lahx..
my elizabethtown is gone.. sob sob.. watchin memoirs soon... =)
duno wat i m tokin..
life is nt gd now... bt it will b soon.. =)
mel's hse.
Saturday, January 21, 2006 @ 7:27 PM
now @ mel hse.. lolx.. dey playin mahjong.. so now i restin.. so i m bloggin.. lolx..
n i still haven watch my elizabethtown!!! ='( save mi~~
aniwae... being a karang guni[correct spellin?] juz now.. collect 3 blocks of flats.. first 2 were okiex.. coz dere's lift every floor.. bt den da last block is horrible.. 20 floors n nt every single floor has a lift!!! imagine carry newspapers n clothes down da stairs.. -.- den aft dat.. nid to carry it to da container... da pple @ container dere haf nth to do.. yet dey dun wan to help us!! so aft dat... retribution came.. 3 trucks came @ da same time.. hahax.. bt den i did help a little.. den aft dat.. we went back to block 18 to wait for da truck to cum n help to load!! -.- aniwae.. so we juz waited.. n da truck came n we load da tings n we r free!! while some still waitin for truck somewhere.. =P
den aft dat went swensens... chili fish pasta is nt bad!!! =D so is chicken mixed pepper!! so is.. ermx.. wat darryl ate? lolx.. dunno wat lahx.. bt is nice~~~ =) so aft dat went to mel's hse to play mahjong lorx~~ hehex..
i nt bad worx.. i won a few rounds... lolx..
oh yarhx.. rmb abt sth.. durin chem prac.. chaotic sia.. so long nv do it liaox.. so ended up i spill liquid here n dere.. den yx actually threw his own prac ws! lolx.. den val sprayed water.. lolx..
hmm.. den still gt wat arhx? let mi tink.. i dun rmb.. lolx.. now cramped w stuffs..
will blog another time..
tata``
='(
ermx.
Thursday, January 19, 2006 @ 7:23 PM
supposed to study for bio.. bt den i nid to relax bit first.. =P
bt den i m super tired.. *yawns*
aniwae.. my dad is genie n alien r da same.. -.- duno y leix.. coz i was sayin is abt genie.. den he sae so is alien lahx? if dun haf alien where gt genie.. huh? bt den i gave up xplainin.. =P he wont budge aniwae.. v. stubborn.. lyk mi.. lolx.. no lorx.. i nt dat stubborn..
aniwae.. had a big shock in my life 2dae.. haix.. *pat pat*
hmm.. i wan score well for my bio!! =)
puzzled now.. i can tink for lots of stuffs.. lolx.. lucky class tee is out of it le.. =D
lalala`
i dunno lahx.
=P
sch.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006 @ 9:35 PM
2dae is super tirin.. *yawns* lolx.. mel sae diz is da first time she c mi slpin in bio lec.. -.- lolx.. i thot i often did.. =P aniwae... had dance 2dae.. din do much.. coz is orientation... bt den still tired leix.. =P
hmmm.. kinda disappointed.. abt tings.. haix..
n i m gettin bad tempered again.. okiex.. mayb i shld sae bcumin more bad tempered.. coz i m alwaes bad tempered.. i wan rest!! i wan watch movie!! i wan eat nice nice ice cream!!! rest.. o.. i wan go ice cube!!! lolx.. hu's free?
aniwae.. i finally found my walls small cup ice cream!! i find it quite cute.. as in mango moment.. or so strawberry.. so cute rite? MM den SS.. aniwae my name oso.. lolx... SS oso.. =P so i m cute! wahahhahaha~ okiex.. bitx crazy.. =P feel lyk changin my blog url again.. lolx.. wateva..
okiex okiex.. i nid go do eng.. n study bio.. tata`` n i m tired.. *yawns*
anger.
Monday, January 16, 2006 @ 9:50 PM
i tink da fastest emotion dat brews from mi is anger. lolx... sad bt it's true i guess.. argh.
n i cannt go watch elizabethtown tmr (tink so) n nt eatin w madeleine tmr n nt goin queenstown w ah lian tmr.. lolx..
so tmr.. will b @ hm catchin slp.. i wont b slpin early i guess.. sian... summore gt PE.. argh.
oh yarhx.. 4gt abt it..
jessica, happy 18th belated birthday~~~ =)
so mani emotions 2dae..
wateva.
haven study finish chem... great.
it is amazin da amt of feelings u had within such a short time.. which is da time in sch of coz.. =P
aniwae.. had da first ting in my mind is: unless u r nt worth to tok abt... pple surely will tok abt u.." so to those hu r disturbed or r wondering if pple r tinkin abt u.. look on da brite side.. @ least u worth tokin... =)
aniwae.. aft wakin up fr 3 hrs of slp.. i m so tired in da mornin... cldnt help bt feel alone 2dae... bt soon it's ok le.. dunno y.. bt den juz lyk dat... lolx.. =)
stranger. [i duno if i will still understand wat it means nxt yr bt den dat's all i wan to sae... another word den.. saded.]
do i haf gd time management? tho i managed to finish almost all of my econs... AQ.. studied chem (briefly tho...) if i planned nicely i wont b slpin @ 3am!! so i will n i hope i can improve it.. =) lalala` n i m still online wen tmr i haf chem test n i juz started on my tys... -.- nvm.. i tink i will juz do MCQs.. n proceed doin curve sketchin.. wen u haf a test doesnt mean u cant do anitin.. juz dat u haf an additional ting to do...
told bei dat "aim for da best n hope for da least..." sounded a bit nt rite.. i tink i had sae a nicer version.. bt aniwae... if u dun understand it den too bad lorx.. =P dat's wat i m goin to do for all my tests.. bt for As.. i tink i will aim for da best n hope for da best.. lolx.. i wan to get da best! =P
rules in sch r gettin stricter.. bt den it is lyk theif shouts "thief!".. n den mc oso.. haix... dun tellin us.. mayb dere r pple hu dun get it.. bt i did.. i tink most of us did.. so stop repeatin.. haix... j2 life is so stressful.. i wonder how my sistas survive it.. bt no matter how dey survive it.. i m goin to~ in my own way~ =P
hmm... i wan to collect my thots.. bt den i m a bit too tired to do so.. kekex.. let mi tink.. hmm...
okiex.. i relaly dunno wat to sae.. ='( so gtg liaox... go watch tv n do tys @ da same time~
sushi rulez~
so long no tok.
Saturday, January 14, 2006 @ 1:33 AM
"It all revolves around superstition," Bonebright said in a press release. "In the case of Friday the 13th, people have been told it will be a bad day, so they selectively remember all the bad events that occur throughout the day."
--- Extracted from: Friday the 13th Should you stay in bed all day? By Jon Bowen (1999) [read da full article]yup yupx.. agree w it totally.. bt den u haf sth to blame.. isnt it gd @ times? [btw diz entry will b long i tink.. haf quite a no of tings to sae... =P] to pple [lyk mi] hu hardly blames others [*ahem i noe i do.. lolx.. bt den b bhb a bit wont die rite?].. it is gd if @ times i can relax n wen ani bad cums.. i can juz sae.. coz it's a black friday.. da feelin is gd.. hahax.. =P bt den 2dae is quite a bad day really.. bcoz..
1. i was almost late.. woke up @ 6.45 wen i m supposed to leave hse @ 6.45.. lolx.. so i nearly freak out.. xpecially aft da tok durin assembly abt latecumin.. -.- slpt accidentally n din put alarm clock... shld b glad dat i woke up @ 6.45.. i juz noe i m goin to b late.. so i actually jerk awake.. -.-
2. i wore da wrong shoes.. i wore my usual pair bt is wrong coz i wore converse shoes! how m i supposed to run w it? >.< bt i still run lahx... so it hurts.. -.-
3. i saw a nike bag dat i lyk.. which cost $70+.. mayb a small sum to u.. bt it is huge for mi.. so i m really deeply considering aft i spend so much on my mp3 already..
aniwae.. i haf gd tings too.. which r...
1. bot jess's bdae present!! found it! =)
2. pass napfa!! =)
3. __________________ fill in da blanks urself.. =P
so izzit gd or nt? up to u guys bt i lurve da no 13~ coz my first reg no is 13.. den 12.. den 19..den 18... lolx.. alwaes lyk dat de.. oh yarhx! in po4 my reg no is 4.. so i kinda lyk 4 now.. =P my jie treats 13 da friday as a lucky day.. =)
so back to my nike bag.. u tink i shld buy it? coz it costs $70+ n i m nt a huge fan of nike.. my fav brand is converse.. bt converse dun haf diz kinda bag i tink.. hahax.. =P aniwae da bag is dark silver w black NIKE in front.. v. big.. bt i lyk it.. coz i find my canvas one too small le.. =) so i m considering.. haix.. help mi.. lolx.. =P i m goin to haf ang bao money soon.. so i really shld b can buy it.. bt den da problem is shld i? or nt? hmm...
is brandin dat impt? i tinkin i m v. into brandin now.. guess dat's jc life? lolx.. u go for brands.. nth bt brand.. shoes muz haf brand... mp3 muz haf brand.. wallets muz haf brand... even pencil cases can haf brandin oso.. -.- n bags.. wen now u can bring handbag to sch n such... for now my brands r:
wallet: b.u.m
shoes: converse
pencil case: ermx.. disney? haha`
bag: ink
mp3: neeon
hmm.. nt dat kind of woah.. coz if i bot anitin lyk dat.. i surely kana scoldin de.. surprised dat my jie din sae anitin wen i told her i may b buyin a nike bag which cost $70+.. guess she wan mi to make decisions on my own.. coz i m goin to b 18 soon.. she cant b foreva dere for mi to ask wat... soon i nid to tink my own future.. which only i can decide.. so i may juz get used of it.. haix.. =P bt i really wish dat she gave mi some suggestions.. bt i noe she will suggest mi nt to buy it coz it is really expensive.. bt den.. no matter wat it is up to mi.. if i bot it.. i cldnt buy...
1. jacket! i badly wan a jacket.. tho i dun wear it in sch.. =P
2. jeans! i oso wanted to buy jeans bt den i tinkin mayb i shld buy it aft As...
3. perfume! aft i finish my present one.. cant wait.. =)
4. wallet! tho 70+ cldnt buy mi a wallet.. lolx..
5. shoes! i wan a pair of sneakers n sport shoes.. lolx...
i wan so mani tings lahx.. bt i can gif up my shoes, wallet, jeans for it.. bt den jacket how? perfume.. i duno how long my perfume will last... i hope it lasts tho.. =) i quite enjoyin sprayin different perfumes everdyay... lolx.. =P
so i will b tinkin.. most prob i will buy it.. =)
den.. i was watchin [checkin for da eng name n realise it din state dere in i-weekly..] 身体密码.. da one 胡哥 host de.. tokin abt 忧郁症..
most pple hu get it r perfectionist + 输不起 + 逞强 + 爱面子 + 找不到窗口发泄... shld b all.. n of 5.. i gt 5.. used to get all 5... bt now.. ard 4.. hahax..
perfectionist: obviously i m one.. nt abt myself.. bt others oso.. nowadays will b more laid-back.. so my stress level wont b dat high.. or else i will break down everytime i haf proj to do.. -.-
输不起: i definitely 输不起 wen i was young.. i cldnt face lost.. bt aft so mani times of failing... i get to noe failing isnt dat bad... it is a learnin process.. bt i still hope i will win @ tings dat matter mi a lot..
逞强: diz one dun nid ask.. i everytin wan oneself do..
爱面子: dat is bcoz i 爱面子,dat's y i m 逞强... 因为就是不想输... 觉得面子很重要... 可以不做喜欢做的事... 只要面子还在就可以了...
找不到窗口发泄: pple hu noe mi shld noe bahx... i hardly sae abt my tings... tho now i tok more abt mi.. bt in da past nope.. i dun tok abt myself.. xpecially fr P5 to sec 4.. dat range life isnt dat gd.. bt den still alrite.. made a no. of gd frenz! =) aniwae... i dun
even call pple.. coz i duno how to.. haix.. *pat myself* i will 加油 de... =)
so i was tinkin did i suffer fr depression bfore.. dat i was lyk yupx.. i did.. P4-P5.. @ a period of itme i cried everyday... n din wan to do anitin.. it is dat bad.. so as life goes on... i juz carry on being dat way.. din tok.. din wan to play.. den i start learnin fr comics i read.. fr anime i watched.. dat life can b hard.. bt den u can make it better..
dat's y i c no wrong watchin anime.. cult anime.. u still learn sth.. xpecialy war anime... alwaes learn abt how u shld treat ur life.. how u shld treat others.. n such.. tings dat u haf to tink abt it... i tink a lot.. foreva tinkin.. unless i m really focusin.. i can tink abt pple even durin major xams.. Os i itnk i really din tink.. cant rmb.. lolx.. bt @ times i juz cant concentrate coz i m tinkin abt sb... it is quite irritatin.. bt den u cant control ur mind.. lolx.. is ur mind dat controls u.. =P
now i thot of a movie.. act pple r controlling us.. we r juz lyk maple story or wat.. so dere r "pple" controlling us.. n da time is dey set for us.. as in once dey log off dat means it is end of da day n i go back slp.. depends lorx... u nv noe rite..=P
oh yarhx.. durin da show.. da person sae dat if u r suffering fr depression.. den ur plant dat u look aft will die quite ezly.. which reminds mi i killed 6 cactus in my secondary sch life.. i cldnt even grow cactus.. -.- now my mama is takin care of da sole survivor.. n it is growin well i tink...
back to some entertainment stuffs [
lyk a no of serious stuffs @ da front..].. i-weekly had top 10 box office movies.. of all i watched 9!! i din catch madagascar only.. lolx.. no wonder it is box office movies.. =P coz i watched it.. n among all.. i catch 5 w my sisters.. n da 9 movies r [in order of preference instead of top box office..]
1. narnia. i lurve fantasy!!
2. constantine dark movie.. i lurve it oso.. xpecially wen it involves angels n demons...
3. harry potter dat one is w/o qn..
4. king kong tho i dun realy lyk it @ first.. bt den aft watchin it i lurve it..l =P
5. batman begins.. dere r pple hu hates it bt i find it nice.. =P
6. charlie n choc factory~ cute`
7. fantastic four.. super heroes~ din really rmb much of it.. bt den shld b quite okiex bahx..
8. war of da worlds.. a bit crappy.. some flaws here n dere.. bt den i lyk da ending..
9. star wars... da regular star wars movie.. lolx.. nt bad lahx.. bt din spend much time enjoyin it coz i nid toilet badly.. =P
dat's my order for now.. =P @ diz instant.. @ ltr time i wont noe..
i dunno if dere's anione worryin abt how m i now.. aniwae.. i m fine now~ feeling much better dan wen da sch juz started.. wen da stress level is too high.. bt now it's okiex... =) bt den still tryin to b back to normal... lolx.. i noe i m weird.. dun nid to repeat it..
bt wat i wan to b.. coz i was tokin w bea n chin abt wat we wan to b durin gp tut for a slight period of time only.. =P mi n chin thot dat study forensic is quite intersting.. so i ask my sis if i wan study it i muz go overseas n such.. so i was tinkin abt wat i wan to b.. [
again..] so my options r...
1. hotel manager
2. forensic
3. marine life researcher
4. botanist
5. wedding planner
6. public relations officer
7. sth which involves arts [can b music or design..]
my sis sae dat dere is only one passion.. while da rest r interests [mostly r diz way lahx..] so which one is my passion? i lurve hotel management wen i watched 情订大饭店... den forensic is all thx to all da police tv shows n CSI xpecially.. marine life.. i alwaes lurve marine life tho i cant swim.. i lurve plants oso all thx to my mama... bt den i can kill a cactus.. so i dunno if i shld take anot.. i alwaes enjoy plannin.. whether it is weddin or ani event.. i wld enjoy plannin a weddin banquet.. hmm.. so it worth considering.. PRO.. i lyk it coz dere's no 9 to 5? or it does.. cldnt find much info abt PRO online.. so i may nid go ask ard.. will consider.. music is alwaes my lurve of my life.. i lurve music tho i m tone deaf.. bt i still enjoy listenin to it.. n i lyk to design tho my design sux.. so da last one most prob wont b in.. tho i really wan to learn music.. bt dat nid to wait utnil i haf enough money to learn.. -.-
so i m still considerin.. tho my ultimate i still wan open cafe.. or pub.. =) juz a place for pple to relax..
life is better now n will b better as da day goes on.. =)
dance.
Thursday, January 12, 2006 @ 4:34 PM
had cca bazaar ytd... it was alrite.. da dance was great i guess.. coz so mani pple cum n c... den so mani pple left aft dance is over.. lolx.. =P bt den sob sob.. i dance lyk a robot!!! haix.. i thot i haf improved.. well mayb nt bt i m nt quitin dance.. hehex.. tho i m most likely goin to b out durin audition.. i still wan try.. nv noe w/o tryin.. =)
den aft dat.. went to eat pasta mania w mel bea n chin.. -.- da tpy gang.. lolx.. i m amk gang.. so sian lahx.. so ended up i go hm alone lorx.. ='( bt den i m alrite w it lahx.. i haf my mp3 w mi!!! =D had beef lasagne.. nt bad..
den durin assembly 2dae.. everyone was told dat tchers read some of our blogs.. n wat we sae abt our tchers or even principal.. which means.. i nid to check my words! lolx.. hmm.. nt goin to bother to edit da rest... coz i m too lazy to do so.. =P
aniwae.. haf quite a no. of bio qns to do.. econs essays to do.. gpsummary n AQ to do.. bt i m juz lazy to do so.. will do it aft da show.. =P oh! 2dae zhen ming tian nv da jie ju? izzit? lolx.. shld go check ltr..
i wan buy bag! bigger bag! i tink i will.. still considering... =P
wkends r cumin!! bt den it means tests r cumin oso!! -.-
Tuesday, January 10, 2006 @ 5:26 PM
i wan to watch elizabethtown!
it looks nice.. lolx.. n summore haf orlando bloom..
den i still wan watch X3!!
how i wish i haf superpowers oso! lolx..
den still haf..
din get to read da bk.. bt will confirm catch da movie.. =)
den in her shoes sound nice oso..
so i will b haunting my frenz to watch movies w mi.. =P
go pia hw.. -.- tata``
mornin~
woke up by my aunt's call.. was waiting for mama or huever hu is awake to pick up da call.. bt den it seems dat only i was da one hu is awake n is in da hse! mama n daddy went out liaox.. den both my sis slpin lyk log... so i forced myself to wake up tho i m super tired.. *yawns* i only slpt ard 12hrs! lolx... sch life is dat tirin..
aniwae.. ytd was in sch all da way till 7.30pm.. -.- had dance.. so we r tryin to polish up da steps.. @ da end almost gt no mood to dance liaox.. zzz..
okiex.. gtg.. tata``
mp3.
Sunday, January 08, 2006 @ 1:42 AM
finally.
i bought my mp3... creative zen neeon 1GB.. =)
firstly.. i wan to thx mel, bea, chin wei, kel n elmo for pei-ing mi go all da way to j8.. den all da way to sim lim sq.. xpecially da trip to sim lim sq.. coz it is rainnin.. so sry dat u all r wet bcoz of mi worx.. bt aniwae.. thx lots!! i owe u owe.. =)
den sry to my sis.. n my mama.. coz i sorta bit harsh w my sis.. n i refused to bring umbrella @ first.. bt den my mama sae muz bring so i brought lorx.. thx goodness i brought it.. =)
aniwae.. i hate flag day... for no reason.. okiex.. dere's a reason.. coz i dun dare to ask pple.. >.< i juz dun.. =P so u noe how much donations i collected..
den aft dat went to j8 to go BEST to buy my mp3.. i dun lyk da guy dat i ask.. wth.. hate him sia.. lolx.. den dere's no stock aft tinkin so much n decided to buy here.. my fren dun believe no stock.. hmm.. mayb coz i m too young to purchase one? pls lorx.. nowadays kids earn deir own money de.. -.-
so it's FATED for us to go sim lim sq... so i bought it @ da 3rd shop i went to.. coz i m too tired to ask n lazy to aniwae.. so it cost mi 237.. nt bad lah horx.. wen i shld haf bot it @ 279.. hmm.. hope it goes well w mi tho i dropped it already.. -.-
den went somerset for bea bea's bag.. she bot hers n mel bot a new bag! lolx.. din haf da one i lyk.. so will juz wait n c bahx.. tink will wait till i saw one n i lurve it.. =P
n i haven buy my army green pants.. so dead lahx.. -.- help help help!
dere r tings dat i thot of.. bt den.. hmmm.. lazy to type it out now. .dun tink i will type it out eiter...
okiex.. go slp le..
nitex nitex~`
tears.
Friday, January 06, 2006 @ 9:28 PM
"Always look on the bright side of life because many things are not in control and you have to face it or run away and hide yourself forever.
Sometime u cannot control your temper but do remmeber 'don't hurt the kind souls that love you' or you will injured a soul which will in time injured another soul."
taken fr somewhere.. =)
for pple hu is in a mess now.. [ i m one of dem now... ] diz is for u.. =)
i feel dat i m same as my econs tcher.. coz...
i agree w my gp tcher.. abt w/o goal u can hardly move forward... i alwaes haf a goal in my mind..
i dun really lyk my "if nv win den nv win lorx.." attitude.. hate it totally.. bt den wat can i do..i hate my "muz win" personality.. dat's y i change wat.. to wat i thot i will b happier w.. bt den mayb perhaps nt..
sounds weird.. bt i feel lyk cryin for da 2nd time of da day.. juz feel so low abt how sch starts n each day i m sad abt sth.. n everyday is a different ting... so i m @ least sad abt 4 tings..
m i too stubborn? alwaes nt givin up n alwaes tink so +ve dat i find myself sux... is diz mi? or is diz sth dat i act? i really dunno... cant pple juz hold on n look @ da brite side of life all da time?
i really hope dat tmr is a gd day.. it haf to b.. or else i will break down sooner or ltr..
wat more can i sae? 4gt le.. =P
tata`` now lookin @ university prerequisites..
<3
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 @ 9:50 PM
*pumps* =P
so sry dat i m bloggin again.. tho i m nt supposed to.. life is terrifying now u c... so stressed w jc2 life.. lolx.. m i da only one too stressed? second day only leix.. -.- hmm.. so i m equipped w vulgarities tho now i hardly scold pple [ coz dey all dun scold.. feel bad to scold dem wen dey dun scold mi back.. hahax.. ].. i only say abt stupid tings or wateva lahx.. vulgarities is alwaes part of my life.. lolx..
aniwae.. i nid some new life in my sch life.. so new bag?! really feel lyk buyin one sling bag.. it's black.. it's myuk.. one ting.. does it last? another... izzit for gals or guys? tho i dun care abt it.. bt den izzit too big? hmm.. i tink i will buy it soon.. yeah! =P nid check my bank account first.. den i will decide.. n i m supposed to save money.. hmm.. so c first bahx.. coz i m buyin mp3.. which is a new "blood" in my life oso.. lalala`
had dance 2dae.. i wore full uni to dance.. -.- lolx.. coz i din bring clothes!! bt den dance makes my day.. or shld i sae spoils my day? bt den i m happy aft it.. hmm.. duno lahx.. i tink bei n san help mi feel betta... =)
okiex.. shld go bath le.. =) tata`` will do hw ltr.. hehex... 2 qns i tink.. or 3.. lolx.. =)
sry to those i haf affected! truly sry to those i irritated or harm in one way or another...
i m gettin sick... sian..
first day of sch.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006 @ 7:17 PM
2dae is da first day of sch!! =) lolx.. i sounded lyk a kid hu juz entered a new sch..
aniwae.. watched proj runway ytd.. @ a moment i was tinkin mayb wendy drew it herself.. bt den austin is suspicious coz of wat he sae.. bt den.. my sis sae mayb da filming crew drew it.. to haf 爆点... hmmm.. true.. lolx.. =P
aniwae.. back to my topic.. first day of sch is.. super tirin.. *yawn* den summore haf PE... so tired lahx.. do 21pull ups... 6 jumps.. 25 sit ups... 3 rounds of runnin n lastly stretchin.. -.- first day of sch.. wah lau.. lolx.. =P
da new bio tcher tho 2dae dun seems to b terrifyin.. bt den she is... i tink.. she will b quite scary as life in sch continues.. wen she noe how much hw we usually did in j1.. lolx.. =P bt den.. hmm.. nice tcher to approach.. =)
tmr havin mr kwek is givin us a tok.. hmm.. i still lyk him leix.. tho i heard so mani nt dat gd tings abt him.. nt abt him lahx.. bt den juz lyk he retain lots of pple n close down ccas.. lolx.. nt really bad for mi lahx.. coz it wont affect mi.. hehex..
i lyk da project X bag.. v. nice leix!!l lime green summore!! lolx.. nice bag.. i wan bag.. shld i buy a sling bag? hmm.. shld c first.. okiex...
gtg liaox.. tata`` refused to do econs qns.. bt lyk dat it means i cant slp early which is impossible.. wahahahhaha~ okiex.. tata`` will blog diz sun bahx.. wont nt blog liaox until diz sat/sun/fri.. hehex.. =P
last day of hols.
Monday, January 02, 2006 @ 2:14 PM
2dae is da last day of hols!! ='( *sob sob*
i tinkin i wont b studyin lyk mad diz yr.. lolx... i nv do.. no matter wat.. i will wan to haf fun.. juz lyk hmmm... i 4gt liaox..
aniwae.., juz finished reading narnia.. all 7 bks... or izzit 8? aniwae.. if u haven read narnia better dun read da words in orange...
wen my sis sae dere's a twist wen i was reading da last story.. i thot of dey r dead... lolx.. dey really r dead.. bt dere's a sentence i lyk "it is bigger inside dan outside.."... bt i gt v. luan abt it.. coz thru a door dere's a real narnia.. in garden in da real narnia.. dere is a more real narnia.. -.- i m gettin confused.. n den is da "real" england is inside da garden? lolx.. confused...aniwae.. gettin bursary ltr.. yeah!! my mp3 cumin!! lolx.. okiex.. i tink pple r sian of mi sayin i can buy mp3 liaox.. lolx... nxt blog will b i bot new mp3 le!!
o.. juz saw 《世界一周》... pandas r so cute!!
lolx.. =) love pandas!! hehex...
okiex.. gtg.. tata`` =)
happy new yr.
Sunday, January 01, 2006 @ 11:53 AM
happy new year!!! =)
2006, new begining, new start...
as usual.. my new yr resolutions.. lolx...
1. lose 1 - 2 kg... n maintain my weight @ 45 kg.. now my weight is b/w 46 - 47..
2. DO NOT delay hw..
3. REVISE as often as possible...
4. blog LESS.. which means i will restrict my com usage..
5. exercise on my own aft aftnn PE is over.. [ to kip healthy n maintain my weight of coz! ]
6. save 10 - 20 dollars per month.. [ for prom nite(if i m goin...) n play aft As.. ]
7. fulfil all in my wishlist.. xcept for da digi cam.. =P
hmm.. shld b dat's all bahx.. every yr prac haf da same resolutions.. lolx.. wateva.. =P
hmmm.. will b wearin sch u tmr.. goin to get bursary.. hope i dun nid to attend da ceremony.. coz attend da ceremony = checkin bag = waitin while others collect (a super long queue u noe.. coz diz area is huge..) = nth to do (coz my mama will nt b attendin da ceremony w mi.. she will b outside..) = SIAN.. lolx.. bless mi..
will b buyin my MP3 on fri!! or sat!! lolx.. finally.. nt tinkin whether it is worth it or nt... i juz goin to buy.. n use it all da way until aft uni most prob [if i m goin uni in da first place..]
sch startin soon.. tues to b xact.. n da longest day of da wk.. -.- sch ends @ 4.15.. 2days end @ 2.15 n 2days end @ 3.15.. so sad lahx.. dun haf mt lessons liaox.. i cannt slack... lost my previous time w bei bei.. sob sob.. lolx..
will b spending most of diz yr studyin.. i hope.. i haf to b.. my As. wa sian.. lolx... wateva..
okiex okiex.. go do my econs liaox.. tata`` =)
love ya.